litterally feels like my intestans are punktured or something bcuz life hurts and i’m fighting with everyone and my best friend is going to die my mom hates me i have no future i’m so oversensitive to everything

Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
The night is here and the day is gone
And the world spins madly on

"the invisible are the most painful scars"

maybe my life is just an emo-phase tho

not feeling very kawaii </3

i have such a bad relationship with my family it’s really awful 

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"Tony was a verry difficult man to get on with. He used to drink excessively. You felt sorry for him. He ended up on his own. I thought, he’s got rid of everybody else, he’s going to get rid of himself and he did."

i filled out a form today these were my favorite questions: 

1.People have not been there to meet my emotional needs.

2. I  haven’t gotten love and attention.

16. In the end, I will be alone.

38. If I think someone is out to hurt me, I try to hurt them first.

49. I feel isolated and alone.

57. I am inherently flawed and defective.

60. I feel that I’m not lovable.

97. I lack common sense.

103. I can’t seem to escape the feeling that something bad is about to happen.

155. I worry about losing control of my actions.

people will try to help me and i will reject them it’s all my fault

i don’t have the tools for life sorry but i hate it whatever happens i’m constantly sad and other people have to watch it

it’s so weird how you can get used to anything